De.ni.al - A refusal to acknowledge the truth of a statement
I don’t want to believe it, it is just another way for TNO to blog about his bodily functions or maybe a way for him to put his blog to rest. I have been telling myself this for days now. I don’t want to believe such an amazing person is gone from my life. He inspired me to begin this blog and taught me how to find the humor in life’s trials.
I read his blog for a while and finally got up the nerve to create my own blog and then comment on his. I don’t know how but he actually took the time to go read my blog. I e-mailed him and then he scared me a little. He proceeded to tell me my full name, where I lived, where I worked. He did not do this because he had an obsession with idiot girls he did this to show me I was putting way too much info in my blog. Our friendship grew though comments and e-mails. He helped me with linking, and gladly answered any questions I had. I discovered he is really a fantastic guy and not so much nemesing at all. His out look on life, his love for his wife and family and his enjoyment of blogging and making us all laugh. He told me on more than one occasion he was his biggest fan. I always thought I was…well I will settle for a close second – I guess.
Well TNO if you can see this I hope you know how much you inspired me to be a happier person. You stepped into my life when I was at my lowest and challenged me to look at things in a more positive way, without self medicating.
Will I ever forget what you have done for me?
I am sure I DO know…
No I won’t.
You are missed beyond words.
I don’t want to believe it, it is just another way for TNO to blog about his bodily functions or maybe a way for him to put his blog to rest. I have been telling myself this for days now. I don’t want to believe such an amazing person is gone from my life. He inspired me to begin this blog and taught me how to find the humor in life’s trials.
I read his blog for a while and finally got up the nerve to create my own blog and then comment on his. I don’t know how but he actually took the time to go read my blog. I e-mailed him and then he scared me a little. He proceeded to tell me my full name, where I lived, where I worked. He did not do this because he had an obsession with idiot girls he did this to show me I was putting way too much info in my blog. Our friendship grew though comments and e-mails. He helped me with linking, and gladly answered any questions I had. I discovered he is really a fantastic guy and not so much nemesing at all. His out look on life, his love for his wife and family and his enjoyment of blogging and making us all laugh. He told me on more than one occasion he was his biggest fan. I always thought I was…well I will settle for a close second – I guess.
Well TNO if you can see this I hope you know how much you inspired me to be a happier person. You stepped into my life when I was at my lowest and challenged me to look at things in a more positive way, without self medicating.
Will I ever forget what you have done for me?
I am sure I DO know…
No I won’t.
You are missed beyond words.
Yeah, I'm going to miss him terribly as well.
ReplyDeleteMy hope is that from time to time I'll be able to channel his inner rage, and at least make one or two posts that will do him justice, and make a couple of folks smile, nod, and go about their day..
Ummmmm. remember that page that you wrote on freindly cavity search? The Name was Suzy Kucera. I am her daughter Alyssa Lewis. I have a story for you! I called Child Protective Services on my mom about 2-3 wks. ago(remember I am onley 13) My mom's boyfreind was beating my mom up because my mom would go and prostitute for money(My mom's boyfreinds' name is Jeffery Patton) About a couple days before that the beat me up because I stayed after school so I could get help on a math test. He has also smacked my brother with a belt a few times before(my brother is onley 5 yrs.old)He smacked my brother with the belt because my brother didn't feel good and he couldnt eat any more for dinner! My mom just sits the and laughes about it. My mom is big on crack and cocain right now and so is her boyfreind. But I went to my freinds house to spend the night and so I asked my freinds mom to call social services on my mom and I called to. Right now my brother and I are living with my grandparent. I just don't understand how a mom can have kids and not love them at all.
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Alyssa Lewis
I know I have been gone for over a month but this one is heartbreaking.
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